..should i give up my own happiness???


..i don't know if i'm right..but for me..I am indeed right..i have to fight for my own happiness..i'm sick and tired of sacrificing my happiness..but for once..i will stand up for what i believe is right..

..i never felt so happy like this before..probably one good reason is YOU(you know who you are)..you're always making me smile..even in your simplest ways.,the way you smile and the way you look at me..i don't want you to do anything but to stay..

..next reason is because i have a big,simple,good and TRUE circle of friends,the ones whom i can cry on when i have problems and who always sees to it that i'm ok.they're always there to give me advices..i'm blessed to have you all in my life..i never regreted having this kind of relationship to all of you :)

..people can say that in my happiness there are those who are hurted..i just want to tell you that i'm sorry,i didn't mean to hurt you..i never expected that it will end up to this..i never wanted to hurt the feelings of others..but if this will become the reason why i will not be able to be with those people i loved..i'm sorry but in this way i found my happiness..hope you'll understand and respect it..

..thank you :)...

..fallin


A little conversations had turned in into little sweet sensations
And they're only getting sweeter every time
Our friendly get-togethers had turned in into visions of forever
If I just believe this foolish heart of mine


I can't pretend that I'm just a friend
'Cause I'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be


I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
And I don't, I don't know what to do
I'm afraid you'll turn away
But I'll say it anyway
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you


Whenever were together, I'm wishin' that goodbyes would turn to never
'Cause with you is where I always wanna be
Whenever right beside you, all I really wanna do is hold you
No one else but you has meant this much to me



I can't pretend (no) that I'm just a friend (I'm just a friend)
'Cause I'm thinking maybe we were meant to be


crush


Crush


What a mystery love is,
I thought that it wouldn't happen again
But I was wrong
I'm here again writing
Writing about how I feel
I fell again
For a guy
This guy seems like no other I've met
I want to be more than just friends

I know that I just recently met you
But I can't help how you have made me feel
I have a bit of a crush on you
And that's all I got to say
Why did it happen?
I do not know
Do I regret it?
No I don't
I want to be a part of your life
And be someone special to you
I want to keep your hugs
And to stay at your side
Don't judge me for what I'm saying
But some how I find myself liking you
I don't know how it happened
But I do hope I can stay at your side
And on this day I say to you
I like you
And there's nothing I can do about it
I've tried not feeling this way
But I can't help it
So please let me stay at your side...

day :)

..thank you for making my birthday so special.. :)


..i will never forget you guys.. :D

..i feel great..i got 38 greetings on my facebook wall.! :)


..hapi and excited this coming saturday!!

patience is a virtue BUT time is gold..!


..patience is indeed a virtue.,waiting for the right time is good..cause everything has it's own time..it's hard to fight against time.,

..time is gold..time is worthless but yet very important..cause time only runs once..you cannot go back in time..you shouldn't waste time..


..two famous qoutations that contradicts to one another..two different qoutations that involves time..one that tells that time is very important,that you shouldn't be wasting it and the other one tells that everything comes in time..that everything has it's own indicated time..we should wait for the right time..


..for me..patience is really a good virtue,.you should wait for the right moment for everything but don't hold on for too long in hoping that it will come true..don't waste all of you time waiting..you should also keep in mind that if you think you have wasted a lot of time waiting for that something you can't have,,you should also learn how to move on and accept that it will never be yours..


..you should learn to give up when it is time already..waiting is good..but..still..it is the time that your wasting..just accept what will never be yours and try to achieve and find the things that is meant for you with the blessing of time :)

.................................


..some people acts to be as happy as they could all the time..they do it cause they just don't want others to see them like that.,they hide what's on their mind,what's on their heart.they cannot speak up for themselves..or they are just afraid to be misjudged by others..



..we all have our own personalities..some chooses to be happy-go-lu-cky,some chooses to be emotional,some chooses to be different and some other people juts go with the flow..



..spread your wings and explore the world guys.!





..speak up your MIND people!..

..TO MY FELLOW BLOGGERS :)

..what's wrong with being nO.2??

..for some people.being number two is a great failure..they always wanted to be first in every move they make..for instance...by making this blog..we are all competing for our grades..for popularity and for self confidence.,we all do our best just to have a good rank in alexa(which i don't have YET! :(( LOL ),a good number of visitors and different ways of promoting our own blogs..this activity enhances our capability in promoting and in making our own posts etc..but most specially we need to have have and enjoy the internet world.the huge interaction of people by the use of internet..to explore our knowledge about ourselves,our thoughts and opinions about certain topics.in this activity we wrote what we like,what's in our heads and what we want..by this blog you can see what people are we..they can make a simple conclusion about ourselves...

.."don't take this seriously guys.!"..it's not about what rank are we and how many visits we have but its about what we wrote that we share here and it's about how we have done our parts as a student.,there's nothing wrong about being number two..or less..more important is that we did our best and we had fun doing this BLOGGING THING! :)

a single vote STILL COUNTS!



..planning not to vote in the presidential slot for this forth coming election?..



..we all know and have our free will..it is one of our right as a a human being...we will use this free will in choosing the candidates for this election..but why waste your right vote right?? only once in every four years it will come..that we will have the chance to atleast try to change the wrong in our governance..yes we have our free will,but atleast don't leave it blank cause even a single vote STILL COUNTS!..don't let the one who has least capability to run a government...pick the one who is the LEAST EVIL..and who HAS THE CAPABILITY,.and the ONE WHO YOU KNOW THAT WILL HELP THE FILIPINOS,.pick NOT because of their POPULARITIES,.pick those who has already PROVED something..atleast we know that they can..why not give them chances..


..don't complain if you didn't vote.!..remember this..cause you didn't use your chance to atleast try to change the governance..in the end..just accept those candidates who will win..we just did our part in chosing now it's up to them if they're gonna act on their responsibility or RUIN their names!! .




VOTE WISELY FILIPINOS!!!!

..meaningless life?..



..so many people walk around with a meaningless life.. they seem half-sleep,even when they're busy doing things they think are importnant.This is because they're chasing the wrong things,the way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to your community around you and to devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning :)

..just a little advice :)

..poem poem poem :)


-LODE-

Dreams of having you
So real, so true
Despite everything that happened
Here I am, still fallen

You just walked away
Leaving me here, ash tray
Dumped me with no reason
Letting me feel imprisoned

Now, you’re gone so far
With no shadow in sight
Like a twilight star
That gives me nightmares I fright

Go dear and don’t look back
Fight and find your happiness
These dreams made me shocked
You turned them so worthless

As stubborn as my heart
I see us go apart
My dreams so real, so true
Embedded in my soul, goodbye and I love you

high school life.. :D



Coming from different primary learning institutions
Being inspired by different missions
Existing with contrasting ideas and visions
Aiming for the top to live up to high expectations


We are like family members to one another
Sweeps away one's hatred,doubt and anger
Promise that all the moments we've shared together
will stay in our hearts and minds forever


Our section is full of potentials
And sometimes because of this we are contoversial
Together we face many trials
But we remain at the pedestal


Now our parting time is near
We can't help but shed a tear
As we step on a higher level and travel farther
We are and we will always be RIZALITES forever

..thank you :)





He walked ahead, my father, I couldn't see his face clearly in the twilight. I couldn't remember, when does the last time I look at his face "clearly"?...

Do I really know something about my father? I'm wondering...



..for the last 16 years of my life..i grew up without a father by my side..starting form my toddler year he was in the other country to work.now he is in australia trying and working so hard for us to be able to attain our needs..he is never home literally..but figuratively he is.. :)..everyday he calls just to ask if we are ok and of course so that he will not be home sick..he calls everday so we don't miss him that much..he always feels us that he is not that far..that he there will be no gap between us.

..he always sees to it that we are ok..and he gives us everything that we like..he sees to it that we are not suffering..he don't want us to experience what he experienced before..and most specialy he LOVES us..

..he doesn't play favoritism on the 3 of us..he makes sure that everything is fair..he makes sure that we are always happy.

..sensitive? right..but in a good way..he is very emotional,i can say cause he cries a lot!..that's what i like the best about him..in that way he shows his humbleness.,he likes to appreciate little things..

..he may not be the most handsome,richest and coolest person but he is indeed good son,a loving husband,a heplful fellow and definitley the best dad ever.1


..this post serves as a tribute to my father :)..thanks..and i love you :D


..how to know if a guy likes you



..HOW TO KNOW IF A GUY LIKES YOU ? :)..


Examine his body language. If he likes you, you may see that he rarely turns his back to you, often leans towards you, and also looks at you a lot. If he slouches his shoulders when near you, he's romantic and cares about what you have to say. If he points his shoulders and pelvis towards you while sitting, he is definitely feeling something for you.

Notice his eye contact. If he likes you, he may either look away quickly if he is shy, or he'll try to catch your eye and hold it or make faces. This can be uncomfortable if you don't like him. If you feel like you have held eye contact just a fraction of a second longer than you would with anyone else, or if he looks away quickly, then there is something there. When he's around you and he says/does something funny and everyone around laughs, his eyes will flicker towards you for a second to see if you laughed, too.

Listen to what he's saying. If he likes you, and he's nervous, he'll probably start talking about himself. Many times, guys feel the need to prove themselves- especially if you talk about another guy in his company.

Be aware of touching. He might put his hand on your arm when he laughs, and won't move his leg if it happens to touch yours, or he may hug you for small things - all are good signs of a guy liking you, unless he's a bit of a "playboy" who flirts with a lot of girls. See if he uses any of the tricks in How to Touch a Girl,and see if he uses them more with you than with anyone else.
Watch his actions around other girls and see if he treats you differently. Some guys flirt with other girls to get your attention. It gives them a chance to see your reaction, and helps them know if you really do like them or not. You can tell that they are trying to make you jealous if they find little times when they're flirting with the other girl to look at you. His eyes will flick over and look at you. Another sign is that when you leave, he stops flirting with the other girl. That will be a harder one to pick up on, but you can have a friend look for you or something like that. You have to be sneaky sometimes to find out if a guy likes you.

Watch for him showing interest in things you like and do. For example, if you like a certain genre of music that he likes as well, he may suggest bands or artists for you to listen to. Another example, if you play sports he may ask to play against you just to show off that he's good at something you both like and then also have a reason to give you compliments as well.

Check for signs of nervousness Nervous laughter, sweaty palms, deep breaths, fidgeting, looking away quickly when you notice if he is watching you are all good signs of an attraction towards you and that he is nervous about making an impression on someone he fancies.

Pay attention to his friends. If they know he's interested in you, they might tease him subtly when you're around, hint to you that he likes you, or even try to find out if you like him. Study their reactions to your presence - do they smile? Do they turn to him? Do they smirk in a way that suggests they know something that you don't?

Don't ignore him If he shows genuine interest in you, (i.e. smiles at you a lot in the hallway, work, etc., at least go out for a walk.)

Look to see if he imitates you If he mimics you, he probably likes you, such as, if you move to another table, he'll go with you.(I've had a guy who liked me mimic me before, so I know this is one thing)

Teasing If a guy teases you a lot, it might mean he likes you, but if he doesn't tease any other girl, he probably does like you.
Hitting A guy may hit you but it's just flirting he probably just wants to see your smile i have had a few guys that will hit me that like me. You may find it annoying if you're not into him, but otherwise if you hit back then that's a way then he can know that you like him back!

Compliments . If you do your hair or makeup differently one day, and the guy notices, that's a very good sign that he likes you. Most guys won't notice, and if they do, they won't say anything unless they're into you. Anything like, "You look nice today," "I like that shirt," or even "Did you do your hair differently today? It looks nice," are all indicators that he could be interested in you. NOTE: If he's a good friend of yours, these won't necessarily be indicators of romantic interest. It could just be him being a good friend.




i have to be mature.!

..now i'm starting to realize the true meaning of being a teenager.. :)



..love love love.!!
--it feels good..still afraid but let's see.. :)




..i have to know how to handle things carefully..i may be weak when it comes to my feelings but i can prove to you that i can..i'm afraid to get hurt but still trying to overcome that fear..


..now I know!, i'm getting there finally.! :D

know me BETTER..!

..i just want you to to know me better!..now let me introduce myself.. ;)





..using the name "KISHA MAE Balanquit VERGONIA"
for almost 16 years..i grew up as a typical girl
with lots of dreams and learned lessons in life..

at a small town in Pozorrubio,i started searching for
the true meaning of life..

i lived with the priciplE
"LIFE IS A TRAGEDY FOR THOSE WHO FEEL AND A COMEDY FOR THOSE WHO THINK "
i see life as a continous cycle ups and downs..like everybody else we face different problems,.
problems that are given to us to challenge our own capacity..<
problems that have solutions in different way..
problems that shouldn't be taken seriously cause for me
if you would take your problems seriously you'd be so pressured to find a
quick solution to the problem,.just go with the flow and let all of that problems be thrown on you
just don't lose hope and be ready for all the consequences of whatever your decisions are.. :D

don't give up easily..everything that is happening has a reason..always keep that in mind

..i wish time could stop on this day february 10,2010..

..helooo.. :) all i can say is that i supeeer love this day! :) FEBRUARY 10,2010..

..wish this day will not end but its very IMPOSSIBLE., i'm just afraid that it won't happen again..he won't be able to talk to me again like that..afraid that in the next few days,he will ignore me again.,

..affraid that something so great won't happen twice but they say,"if God meant the day to be perfect,He wouldn't have invented tomorrow.!"..


..i'm just hoping that the following days will be as great as today.!.night folks..that's all for today..
i'll sleep with a big smile on my face.. :D

just want to share my favorite book.!

..heloo again.. :D ..just got home still tired and SLEEPY..i guess i'll just share to you my favorite book..because i don't know and i can't think of a topic to talk about..




..TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE by Mitch Albom..-- ->
.. from the title itself.,it's quite intriguing,isn't it?!..that's what i first felt when i noticed that book.,
tuesdays with morrie..what's up with tuesday?? why is it that from the other days..they choose tuesday?
..this book is about a dying person(Morrie) and also the late profesor of the author,who was being interviewed by the author himself,Mitch Albom.,since both Morrie and mitch is a tuesday person,they scheduled the lecture to be on Tuesday...every tuesday Morrie encompasses acceptance, communication, love, values, openness, and happiness.Acceptance of death especially..In this book,you can see the braveness of Morrie,.on how he handle the fact that he is going to die sooner or later.


.."Death Ends a Life not a Relationship."..my favorite line from this book..

..if your interested to read this.,i advice to read it on TUESDAY also,just like what i did..cause almost all of the scenes happened on tuesdays..

P.S.-- Morrie died on a tuesday morning also..


my first post...:))

..helo there..kisha here.'

..siting here at 3rd floor of our campus,alone but still hapi..confessions part 2 by Usher playing as background song..class ended.,.thinking what to post.. :D

.."why did i create this blog??"
1.) required by our instructor..lol :))
2.) for fun??
3.) to know me better?
4.) to learn new stuffs?? like posting..
5.) as an IT student i should know how to create a simple blog.,(right?!)

.."benefits of creating this blog??"
1.) for my GRADE! hahah :))
2.) for my own knowledge.. :D