to be continued. :)

I created this blog a requirement for one of my subject last year.I didn't make it to the top 10 ten blogs in our class which ranked in the alexa rankings so that one quite disappointed me to continue blogging.(pathetic!) so that was the story :)

it's been almost a year since the last time i posted in this blog. I got inspired by the blog of Ms.Bianca Gonzales (@iamsuperbianca.com) that i decided to continue this blog. Not as a requirement again but to serve as my diary as like what other bloggers do.I want you to be a witness to the up's and down's of my not-so-social-and-perfect life :) hope you'll find it interesting. (For those who will be lost and will found this blog!)

..should i give up my own happiness???

..i don't know if i'm right..but for me..I am indeed right..i have to fight for my own happiness..i'm sick and tired of sacrificing my happiness..but for once..i will stand up for what i believe is right..

..i never felt so happy like this before..probably one good reason is YOU(you know who you are)..you're always making me smile..even in your simplest ways.,the way you smile and the way you look at me..i don't want you to do anything but to stay..

..next reason is because i have a big,simple,good and TRUE circle of friends,the ones whom i can cry on when i have problems and who always sees to it that i'm ok.they're always there to give me advices..i'm blessed to have you all in my life..i never regreted having this kind of relationship to all of you :)

..people can say that in my happiness there are those who are hurted..i just want to tell you that i'm sorry,i didn't mean to hurt you..i never expected that it will end up to this..i never wanted to hurt the feelings of others..but if this will become the reason why i will not be able to be with those people i loved..i'm sorry but in this way i found my happiness..hope you'll understand and respect it..

..thank you :)...

..fallin

A little conversations had turned in into little sweet sensations
And they're only getting sweeter every time

Our friendly get-togethers had turned in into visions of forever
If I just believe this foolish heart of mine

I can't pretend that I'm just a friend
'Cause I'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be

I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
And I don't, I don't know what to do
I'm afraid you'll turn away
But I'll say it anyway
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Whenever were together, I'm wishin' that goodbyes would turn to never
'Cause with you is where I always wanna be
Whenever right beside you, all I really wanna do is hold you
No one else but you has meant this much to me



I can't pretend (no) that I'm just a friend (I'm just a friend)
'Cause I'm thinking maybe we were meant to be

crush

Crush What a mystery love is, I thought that it wouldn't happen again But I was wrong I'm here again writing Writing about how I feel I fell again For a guy This guy seems like no other I've met I want to be more than just friends I know that I just recently met you But I can't help how you have made me feel I have a bit of a crush on you And that's all I got to say Why did it happen? I do not know Do I regret it? No I don't I want to be a part of your life And be someone special to you I want to keep your hugs And to stay at your side Don't judge me for what I'm saying But some how I find myself liking you I don't know how it happened But I do hope I can stay at your side And on this day I say to you I like you And there's nothing I can do about it I've tried not feeling this way But I can't help it So please let me stay at your side...

day :)

..thank you for making my birthday so special.. :)


..i will never forget you guys.. :D

..i feel great..i got 38 greetings on my facebook wall.! :)


..hapi and excited this coming saturday!!

patience is a virtue BUT time is gold..!

..patience is indeed a virtue.,waiting for the right time is good..cause everything has it's own time..it's hard to fight against time.,

..time is gold..time is worthless but yet very important..cause time only runs once..you cannot go back in time..you shouldn't waste time..

..two famous qoutations that contradicts to one another..two different qoutations that involves time..one that tells that time is very important,that you shouldn't be wasting it and the other one tells that everything comes in time..that everything has it's own indicated time..we should wait for the right time..

..for me..patience is really a good virtue,.you should wait for the right moment for everything but don't hold on for too long in hoping that it will come true..don't waste all of you time waiting..you should also keep in mind that if you think you have wasted a lot of time waiting for that something you can't have,,you should also learn how to move on and accept that it will never be yours..

..you should learn to give up when it is time already..waiting is good..but..still..it is the time that your wasting..just accept what will never be yours and try to achieve and find the things that is meant for you with the blessing of time :)

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..some people acts to be as happy as they could all the time..they do it cause they just don't want others to see them like that.,they hide what's on their mind,what's on their heart.they cannot speak up for themselves..or they are just afraid to be misjudged by others..



..we all have our own personalities..some chooses to be happy-go-lu-cky,some chooses to be emotional,some chooses to be different and some other people juts go with the flow..



..spread your wings and explore the world guys.!





..speak up your MIND people!..